Saturday

I don’t remember last time I slept until 10am. Sometimes I force myself to sleep longer, but my head is just its own.

I couldn’t sleep, so I woke up and smudge around here, had a light breakfast and walked to the gym. Very good session, pumped myself a bit haha.

I have a busy week next week but I’m going to try to exercise at least twice next week. I have made a promise to myself to get healthier, more active, more balanced and try to be more present in life.

I have a lot of shit going on in my life, and I need to focus on moving forward. I need to focus on making a plan with this and that, I need to plan things with Craig and that also is a lot. I wish I could be motivated enough to talk to a therapist and get guidance from a unbiased perspective. I’m not there yet, I’m gonna be completely honest. I feel that I’m healing with so many others things on my own that I don’t want to disturb that process yet. I like to engage myself with nature and just go the simple way to find my way in life. I’m not lost but I’m sure I could do with some (loads of) guidance.

Anywho, I’m gonna make myself ready and make this Saturday great.